I need love !I need a hand around someone's

Yaaa ! Today is the same everyday . I 'm sad ! I don't find  a reason to draw happy ! My life is very deadlock ! I am a headache ! Who can help me now ? Hjx  ! I need love for me ! Im so lonely ! I don't know why girl loves me not .
Perhaps I am very boring ! I see them every day but do not dare get familiar with them ! I have nothing ! I only have hands and beliefs ! Love come to me and help me less lonely ! I feel so cold ! I need a hand around someone's